Ever wonder?

Just a thought but did you ever wonder if...

Sometimes when you just don't get something you really want, or when things just go the wrong way for no reason and you feel down on yourself for it ever think of just giving it to God? Sometimes I do. Its like a gift to Him from the heart. Then I wonder after that if maybe, just maybe He loves us soooooo much that He wants to see if we love Him in return and He "asks" for gifts like the above mentioned to see "if" we will give it to Him. Do we love Him enough to sacrifice something for Him??? He is a jealous God, He wants ALL our affection and love and maybe, just maybe this is His way of testing that love on our part...Following behind that too I wonder sometimes IF its a test of love and that He secretly smiles when we give Him something that costs us knowing that one day, yes one day He is going to SHOWER us with His love totally in Heaven. He is going to repay our small love offerings with His overwhelming Love and incredible blessings and surprises in Heaven. Ever think of that? Sometimes I do...It makes things so much less painful and bittersweet maybe too...But worth the wait. Its like a King asking a poor pauper girl for the only bloom from her small garden as a test of love. If she proves her loves He marries her and gives her a huge beautiful garden as a thank you, something like that...Again just a thought to spark some more desire for heaven...