Sometimes Life is Too Much, What Then?

Funny, I write this stuff when so inspired and then other times life is so difficult and dark that I wonder if what I've written is true or a figment of the imagination...This is one of those many times. Life has been anything but pleasant for a long, long time. Some days its easier to handle than others. Sometimes there is hope and other times hope seems like an unreachable star so far away...This is one of those times, again. Somehow you keep hanging on no knowing how or why maybe cause its just what you do. At times like this it helps to read the post here. It helps to see the moments of light. It helps to see that this is just the clouds in front of the moon...They eventually will pass again. And yet is this world not a dark place? It is not as it was created or intended is it? It has been marred by darkness caused by sin, our sin.  It helps to think of that. It helps because it reminds me that just as the world is not perfect neither am I. Someday if I can just hold on even if its just by fingernails that SOMEDAY no matter what my emotions are telling me or the clouds that block the light in my mind either at times, someday it will be better, ALL will be restored to its rightful place...So hang on I must no matter the effort it may take to do so.  No matter how dense the clouds blocking the light, behind it the light still exist whether or not it is seen from below. I hope if anyone reads this and is also struggling just to believe they may have hope or at least the courage to hang on one more day.